Just a spur of realization... It's just so ironic how I hide my feelings towards someone and yet here I am singing every word out to him.

Yes, I have found myself a new hobby and that's song writing. It's a product of boredom and at the same time inspiration. What I love about this new found gift is that I get to clear my head of mind-boggling dillemmas. You know that feeling when you really can't get yourself to settle? You've got all these things running on your mind and you just really need to release it but then if you do, there are possibilities of ugly situations occuring. Writing my heart out, putting chords together, and singing it all out really helps on calming me down and clearing my head. One good way to rid yourself of emotional stress is to apply it to some creative output like drawing, writing, or whatever. Trust me it's great fun. ^.^