This morning I went to school to pick up my new uniforms & on my way back home, I decided to stop by my grandmother's house since I am leaving in 2 days. When I got there, the first person I bumped into was my aunt & she didn't seem so happy to see me; she was smiling & she did look surprised but then the look on her eyes say that she is indeed upset with me. As I entered the house I was greeted by my dear grandmother with that smile of hers: happy to see her "Barbie Doll" again & yet sad because she KNOWS that her "Barbie Doll" won't be staying for long. She hugged me tight, fighting back tears & gave me a peck on the cheek, "I miss you baby doll..." she said. My little cousin came running at me "Tattee, I'm 100lbs already!" he said enthusiastically. I scanned him from head to toe & my has this little boy grown so much. It saddens me 'cause he's 100lbs & he's only 8. It saddens me because he is overweight & unhealthy but then again I am glad that he is happy.

I then stumbled upon my biological father & there he started talking to me about the usual crap. I hate the way he tries to manipulate my mind & make me turn away from mother. I hate how he makes the world seem so scary, dangerous & unpleasant through his words. I hate how he makes life seem so miserable. I hate how he turns everything beautiful & wonderful in this world so dull & depressing. I can say that my father is a dark rain cloud that suddenly comes in & ruins all the beauty & vibrance the summer sun's giving this world. I hate my father, just as I hate the rain. I hate him & yet I have to love him no matter how much he's hurt me; no matter how much he's ruined the beauty of life. I hate him, but still, I must love him because he is my father.

After the long crappy sermon of his, I went to my old room & took what's left of my things, I bid my grandmother, cousin & father goodbye & left.

So this afternoon I got so bored, I decided to take all these quizzes from Blogthings & these are the results of some of the numerous quizzes I took:

You Should Be Fashion Designer

Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trends You can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well!

Your Haloween Costume Should Be

Catwoman

You Should Be A Leo

What's good about you: you always speak your mind and aren't scared of anything What's bad about you: you have to be the boss, and you love to control others In love: you enjoy being admired and pampered, but don't always reciprocate In friendship, you're: easy to get along with and the center of attention Your ideal job: member of royalty, TV anchor, or investment banker Your sense of fashion: classic well fitting clothes that last forever You like to pig out on: Greek or Italian food

You Should Drive a Toyota FJ Cruiser

A true adventurer, you're always up for trying the latest new thing. And you need a car that will take you anywhere, because there are no roads where you're going!

You Are a White Flower

A white flower tends to represent purity, simple beauty, and modesty. At times, you are dignified like a magnolia. And at other times, you represent great ecstasy, like a white orchid. And more than you wish, you're a little boastful, like a white hydrangea.