For the past couple of weeks I've been going through A LOT of down-falls. First of all, I just came from a very short-lived &, not-to-mention, dishonest relationship which ended so bad that it's hard to recover from it. Next is the fact that my bestfriends seem to be drifting away from me due to uncommon interests & topics of discussions & such. And lastly, is that I am missing my bestfriends SO BAD that I want to cry.

I love my bestfriends. They're the only ones I've got. But everytime I am with them I always feel like I'm being shut-off of the group. They don't talk to me, they don't make eye contact with me, & they seem to not want to hear me out. A couple of weeks ago something really bad happened that it left me depressed all week. I needed someone to talk to but noone, not even my bestfriends, came up to me & ask what was wrong. It's like, I had to go up to someone, tug on her blouse a dozen times before she'd actually listen then eventually just say "Oh wow sorry." then just walk away. I needed someone who'd hear me out, give me a hug & say "It's okay. We're here, & we'll never leave you." But nobody was there for me. So I am expecting too much; okay I'm sorry. I am just a mere 16 year old girl who's trying to cope with things & is just hoping that her bestfriends, her REAL friends would actually come up to her, look her in the eye, give her a hug, and tell her "It's okay now. We're here & we'll never leave you."