"In school you are taught a lesson then given a test; In life, you are given a test & then you learn your lesson."

that's a little something I learned a couple of years ago. I never thought of how deep the message of this quote is. I never thought of applying it on my life. In life, to know what the true meaning of happiness is, one must experience pain. For one to actually appreciate a gift, one must know what it's like to own nothing. For one to actually appreciate victory, one must experience defeat. After all the things that happened over the week, I learned that I must make the best out of each & every opportunity given to me. Treat each chance as if it's my last; as if there will be no tomorrow.

First things first! Happy birthday Maggie!! yikee.. sweet sixteen!!.. hahaha.. me.. i'm.. uh.. FAB fifteen!.. dibuh?... wahehe!.. 0_o..

Today's our college day celebration & we didn't have academics the whole day.. we just watched stuff.. haha!.. my gawd.. and aahh!!.. spongecola came to our school to perform!!!.. OMG!!! grabe.. gwapo ng bro ni Yael.. si Yani!!!.. *screams* sooo hawt.. oh and sir b!!!.. haha.. so cute!!.. oh and my gawd.. si.. sir antiquera (tama ba spelling?) he is sooo gay!!!.. lmao.. such a funny day in school..

So now I'm fifteen and well.. things kinda suck.. my dad has started to treat me like some retarded special child.. "i'll open the bottle for you".. "i'll get that for you"..
"let me carry that for you".. "stay close ok?".. "give me your hand when we cross the street".. my gawd!!!.. i'm f***ing 15!!.. i can handle things myself thankyouverymuch!!! it's really pissing me off.. it's like.. the older i get, the more my dad's been treating me like a baby.. i f***ing sucks!!.. i hate it when they treat me like a little kid.. I'm 15 for crying out loud!.. i want a some independence!!.. i want some freedom!!.. gawd.. oh well.. i just hope that my realizes soon that i'm old already.. *sigh*

Today's my birthday!!.. woohoo!!!.. I'm 15!!!.. This is by far the best birthday ever!.. my teammates are so sweet!!.. they gave me 15 little butterflies & one BIG orange butterfly.. they also gave me cake [courtesy of Jojie Viray -->special mention!!]!!.. my coach gave me a butterfly puncher w/c is sooo cool!!.. and our teamcap gave me a rosary of butterfly beads!!.. it's soooo awesome!!!!.. *sigh*.. what a day.. oh & let's not forget.. "he" greeted meeeee!!.. my gawd.. i was sooo surprised when he greeted me.. i didn't even know how he knew that today's my bday.. oh well.. let's just say.. that.. my day is just so.. well.. blessed!.. haha.. aright.. guess that's it for now.. ^_^