i'm still sick and i really hate it.. last thursday i was really weak.. yesterday i couldn't breathe through my nose.. last night i was throwing up.. i even went to the doctor today.. he said that the reason why i was throwing up last night was because my body desperately needed to excrete the phlegm from my body.. i don't wanna be sick anymore!!!.. i WANT to train .. i HAVE to train.. i miss training.. i miss playing.. and i miss my teammates.. oh god i need to sweat (as in work-out.. TRAIN for instance..).. i need to improve.. and lose 5 pounds.. i want to lose 5 pounds.. i need to jump higher too.. i really really wanna jump higher.. so that means, doing squats, lunges.. doing water therapy/diet.. jump rope.. oh wow.. i need to do alot of stuff..

hope i get better by tomorrow so that i can train on monday..

[wish me luck!.. ]