Well.. today was just a regular day.. had lunch w/ the family.. took my sisters to their piano lesson.. went home.. you know.. stuff.. but then tonight was different.. tonight was far from the usual sunday evenings we have.. 'cause tonight was when we (my family & i..) made a video for my grandfather (well.. stepgrandfather in my case..) we found out two days ago that he was dying.. that the doctors have only given him 6 weeks of his precious life.. i grieve for the coming of his death.. i'm gonna miss him.. even if i only get to see him once each year.. i remember the first time we met.. i was seven.. i was scared back then & didn't know how to call him.. later on, i finally had the courage to call him "grandpa".. i still remember that day when he taught me how to play cards (go fish & war to be specific..) first few games he'd let me win 'til i get warmed up then he'd play THE game.. i'm gonna miss the way he says "Why you!" to my sister and runs after her in that really unique & funny way of his whenever my sister goes "Mugoogagaga!".. i'm also gonna miss those antics of his.. now i know where my dad got HIS antics from.. i'm also gonna miss the way he tells a funny story.. he would laugh in the middle of the story.. sometimes he just kept laughing that he just never finished the story.. & we all just laugh.. i'm also gonna miss those card playing moments we had.. the way he calls me "honey".. the way he hugs & kisses me.. i'm really gonna miss him..
i love you & i'll miss you grampa!..