I'm depressed.. confused.. sad.. mad.. upset.. heck!.. i've gone insane already.. please help me.. it hurts.. but i know i shouldn't be hurt.. 'cause i have no valid reason to be.. 'cause i have no right.. i don't know if i still feel for it.. it's like.. there's something i missed.. & i wanna have another chance of it & make sure that i don't miss it again.. make sure that it's fulfilled.. but i know that that would be impossible.. there's no chance at all.. *sigh..* i just wish that something similar comes around.. giving me a newer chance.. i wish that things would be better this time.. i wish that.. i won't be fooled anymore.. it's ok that i get hurt every once in a while.. it's part of it.. but i just wish that when it comes.. it would be something good to remember when it leaves (and i hope it doesn't..)